Monday, May 25, 2009

TODAY IS MONDAY... 25/06/09. Writing dis new post directly from cc (Blakang billion supermarket) as no internet is connected in my house. Actually ade lh, tpi dial up and konpem2 sempat buat banyak bende ntuk tunggu even satu page website. Plus, i forgot already my password which make my mum super2 bising sbb tiap bulan dpt bil tmnet tpi x penah gune. Soo mbazirkn. Oh.. enough with d internet prob. Now, i want to tell u guys how my life after all my things gone. It sooo miserable. Ye lah... kne wat ic bru ah, kene lesen baru ah. hp. kunci kete. kunci bilik. byknye bnde nk kne settle. PENAT SGT... Saket kpala jdinye. Mula2 pegi balai polis kt batu gajah. da lh mule2 die kte kne buat kt ipoh since hilang kt sne kn. Tpi nseb abek ah de pakcik tue die bagi idea, buat cite yg hilang kt batu gajah mse makan kt kfc. Soo... tgh blur2 kt ctue ikot jer lh. N, kalo nk taw, kt situ lh tertumpahnye bberapa titik air mata. (org x prasan pon). B4 nie, waktu hilang x terase lgi pedihnye. Tpi.. bile da lme2 n ntuk settlekn byk bnde terse sgt ssh. Tpi... b strong jer lh. Bnde da jadi. n then ble da settle kt balai, kne gi jpn plk. Tpi as wktu lunch, kne ah tunggu. Soo gi ah mkn dulu while waiting. Tyme wat ic bru tuekn... yg klakar nye, gamba jadi tersenyum yg nmpk gigi. Girang gilerkn padahal hati rse sgt sesak. haha... N then pegi kt celcom centre ntuk amek no lame. Naseb smpt sbb da nk kol 5 ptg tyme tue. 10 q very much to rin as die yg teman slame nie. Die yg drive. If me drive, alamatnye bertambah lh episode sedey dlm diari diri( kberangkalian ntuk xcident amat tinggi sbb x leh fokus). yer lh.. pagi2 tue jgk dpt saman baru... ermmm kali ke-7. If blanjer org gi muvie pon bagos gk.... KNNNN~~~ Plus bru nk pulangkn buku irc yg da berbulan... denda die rm8.oo. AISHHH... satu tiket wayang agi. Membazir2. Then... ari isnin continue.. nk wat lesen kt jpj. Hopefully sume2nye owkey2 jer(tgh tunggu waktu lunch abes). Ohhh luper nk bgtaw.. i got new hp.. tpi only can mesej + kol.. dats sooo enough to me as if mahal2 pon.. x gne kalo hilang lgi. 2nd hand from my father. dats jer lh yg selayaknye ntuk diri ini. Kalo nak ikot kn hati.. x nk pakai hp tpi hp amat penting! hahaha.. if de cmne nk mngcontact or dcontact eventhough im not dat important kannn... heee. Ermmm da cukop lh for dis post. By d way... if nk msj kn plisss kenalkn diri anda sbbnye i dunt haf ur no.. Xpe, ill try my best to get it back.. CROSSFINGER... daaa~~~~

Friday, May 22, 2009


This post is writen d day after i lost my things. Actually, bkn lost, but then carelessly put in d position dat easy to be stolen. Yess... smalam kt tempat boling, which tgh hepi2 ( jgn hepi sgt). N then nk tgkap gamba... bile da abes2 maen sume baru noticed dat.......... MY purse is not there. MY HP, IC, LICENSE,MONEY,knci bilik nnnnnnn KUNCI KETE!!!!!!! U guys surely dunt have idea how i feel at dat moment. Nak taw rase die, macam kat tebing laut yg tinggi...bawah tue de laut tpi, banyak batu yg tajam2. Pastue, de org tolak. Camtu ah rse die. LOST sgt, x leh nk wat pape. yg boley pk is.... doa byk2 supaye pencuri tue die lembot hati, n then dtg balek pastue ckap.. " DEK, maafkn pak cik.... nie barang dek, amek ah blek".. Seyes ly, i really hope dat happen. Which x de pencuri yg cmtue kt dunia nie. .. x leh nk ckp pape skng nie. X taw k tulis ape. SEdey mmg sedey, Tpi, if nangis air mate darah skli pon... bnde da berlaku. Just, tgh terbayang all my stuff kt org laen skng. N dats make me sooooooo saket hati. Tpi, honestly, x marah lngsung kt org tue.. which eddy n aeda prasan kwujudan die( pakcik tue mmg suspicious dri awal lgi).. N then, if i can say sumtim to him, dis wat i really gonna tell him:-

Dear pak cik,
Firstly, i want to say 10q 4 everything u haf done to me. Time kaseh sbb amek sume barang saye. Time kaseh sbb amek kunci kete, hp,ic, lesen, kad bank, duit. Time kaseh sbb buat sye rase ssh.. Time kaseh sbb buat saye n kawan saye tunggu dkt tmpt parking kete slame lebey sejam. da ah panas.. Plus org pndng2.. plus bau busuk... tgh lapa..sbb tunggu my dad kasi knci spare. Time kaseh sbb mnyebbkn sye kne ssh kn my dad malam2 anta knci kete. Time kaseh sbb spoilkn nite yg suppose jadi fun for us.. Time kaseh sbb ari nie sye kne gi balai polis... n ipoh ntuk claim no. Time kaseh sbb mbuatkn sye rse rindu kt hp sye... n sume no2 kt dlm hp tue. Time kaseh sbb buat sye rse sgt sedey kt diri sendiri... Kenapa sye ckp time kasih as pakcik yg buat slh ngan sye. Sbbnye, u gif me dats xperience yg really taught me valueable lesson. Yg sye akan igt smpi bile2. Sye x slhkn pak cik, bahkan sye nk mntk maaf sgt2 sbb mnyebabkn pak cik terdorong ntuk mncuri.. Which dosa besar yg pakcik akan jawap kt akhirat nnt. If, sye kte sye x maafkn pak cik smpi bile2... pakcik akan bertambah ssh nnt. Sye yg silap dlm hal ini. Sye patot jage brg sye elok2. Sbenye... sye de bad feeling dri awal lgi, tpi x hiraukn sgt. MNTK maaf sbb buat pakcik berdosa. N then, sye halalkn every cent yg pakcik spend kn duit sye. Sye halalkn duit, hp n sume tue. N then, sye harap sye lh org last yg pakcik buat cmnie. Jgn buat org laen ssh. TIME kaseh byk2.. N maaf. Kt sume org yg bsame sgt mlm tu, aeda, dya rin eddy. Sory sbb sshkn korang. IT just bcoz me is me.. My mum said, pisang x kn berbuah dua kali. Tpi, my pisang.. laen cite plak. Its soo not gud. How im gonna survive kt kl nnt. If kt cnie, de my family. If sne, de sape..

From me...

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Sory, x slalu update. 00oooo.. everytyme stat tulis post baru, asyik mntk maaf jer kan. Nampak sgt mmg x slalu update. Kalo tgk date, cm setahun skali jer(Hyper gile comparison). Tapi, 4get lh jer kn. As i wanna tell u how i spend my stadi week. Y it become steady? Surely lh as byk rest n sleep than stadi. Steady konon2nye da abes stadi sdgkn stat pon ssh. Ye ah, two weeks stadi week. alamatnye, 1st week cm holiday ah. sape yg slh, ofcoz lh slh jadual(diri sendiri x nk slh plk). Ye ah, kalo x de 2 minggu stadi week, Konpem x kn rehatttt jer mmanjang. Tpi, ssh gk. Imagine if 1 week jer, bile mse nk blaja nye. N then if x de gap tyme final...waaaa scarynye!!! Pluss... tyme week nie lh nk settle down pasal umah for intern. Gi kl lah, ape lh. Hee, btw.. Gi kl cm gi ipoh plk. Balek ari. pegi kol 4.50 pgi naek train, pastue balek kol 3 setgh ptg da smpi. Pegi ipoh pon kadang2 lagi lame dri nie. Tpi, naseb baek da settle(hopefully!). Rumah tue pon nmpk cm owkey jer. Dkt ngan tmpt nk intern nnt plus sgttt dkt ngan lrt. Jln kaki pon boley. waaa... leh slim ah cmnie. N then org tue kate senang nk makan kt cnie.. ye ah Kg bru, byk kot gerai fud yg best. Sooo, cancel slim. Jadi neutral blek. hehe. owkey ah. nak insaf jap. Mauuu stadi plk. baibai~~~~

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Owkey,, 1st of all soryy cz i 'jarang2' update my blog. Tapi today, sumtim happen!!!! 24 March 2009, Tuesday which during midsem break. Disebabkan my house terletak nunn x jauh dari utp, so i decided to datang utp untuk wat keje ckit plus nk amek laptop lame sbb my dad nk gne. oh, enough wif d tujuan. Bile da smpi kt bilik yg tercinta nie, cm bese bkk lh internet n then tetibe rse nk print sumtim. As x de langsung kertas A4 kt dalam bilik nie, soo pegi ah kt bilik edy yg kaye ngan kertas jenis nie( EDDY, pinjam kertas A4 tawww!!!).. Msti pelik cmne leh gi bilik eddy. Sbbnye, i haf her key. Untuk kegunaan mase2 terdesak(cm tyme nie ah). Then tyme nk gi bilik eddy, tetibe my pintu tertutp ngan kuatnye sbb angin dri luar.. x kesah ah sbb da bese pon, cume bunyi yg terlampau kuat mnyakitkan halwa telinga yg mndengarnye. N then lepas da amek kertas A4, tetibe hati berdebar-debar(pehal plak tatibe jer feeling nie). Ishhk, rupe2nye bilik sendiri terkunciiiiiiii!!!!!
Just imagine, ak sorang2 jer tyme tue. Nk bkk gne kad x pandai, nk gune dawai pe tah lagi. gune kunci, kt dalam bilik.... so, mule2 try ah gune kad, mmg fail, pastue try gne pisau which will never work. Last kali gne pisau plastic(yg gne untuk potong kek tue).. x bergune jgkk. Rse nk ngis jer tyme tue.. ye ah, nk jmpe en khairol x leh sbb lunch tyme. so, gi ah bilik eddy tgk tv dulu(naseb ah letak tv dalam blik eddy). Dalam kol 3, trn bru nk cri en khairol. Sedey giler bile tgk sign "OUT", kt pintu en khairol. Rse nk sabotaj jer die(naseb x sampai hati). sooo, agk2 nye ape nk wat skng eh??????
N then , yes i haf one chance lagi, Naj! die pandai bab2 bkk pintu gne kad.. Gi ah bilik die, tapi ape kn daya..kte hanye mampu merancang tapi tuhan saje yg menentukan. naj x de dalam bilikkk!!!!!! Wuaaaaahhhhhhhh~~~~~ pe naseb ari nie. nak blek mmg x leh. sume bnde de dalam bilik. seyes! Wat shud i dooooooo???????? Oh, i gif up.
Duduk ah termenung dalam bilik edyy merenung mase hadapan yg cm gelap jer nie(sbb ari cm nk hujan). N then, tetibe terlintas idea giler. masok ikot tingkap! Ye, masok ikot tingkap! But then, x ke malu klu org nampak. Mula2 tue just nk usha jer kt luar, x terpikir lagi nk wat. Giler kot. Da ah tgh sorang2. pastue klu pape berlaku x ke ssh. jatoh ker. Ape ker... takot nk pk. Kalau orang nampak, cmne? Tapiiii, x de idea laen da. Buat or x dpt masok bilik... pe yg patot dipilih...
SSooo, Klimaksnye dicnie. Ak berdoa supaya x jatoh n supaya x de org nampak. AMINNNNN~~~~ Then, dengan hati yg sebulat suara, ak pon memberanikan diri. Bkk tingkap ida, N then keluarkan kaki yg agak kaku. Klu nk taw, ak x gerak slow2 pon sbb takot org nmpk. Ak bergerak secepat yg mugkin, gi ke tingkap dayah. bkk tingkap die(naseb baek ah tingkap mmg terbkk ckit). N then masok dalam bilik. Actually tyme nk masok, cm nk terjatoh(seyes). pastue naseb sempat ber paut kt rak buku. Klu takkk....(ntah ah, takot nk taw). N then, selamat lh masok dalam bilik(dgn care yg x selamat). Korang rse nie x cukop giler... Nk taw, my bilik berade kt tingkat atassss skli kt V4... N tyme tue tgh beruzlah! THE END~~~~~

* Xde gamba untuk tujuan bukti sbb sorang2 jer.. Tpi, klu de....x taw ah kn~~~~ Jap, beruzlah tue maksudnye bersendirian.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

today is february 21 2009, which means nearly 2 months of new year... agak2, terlambat dah ker nk cite pasal azam? But then i will cite gak. This is my 1st post of new year( kepada yg mengikut my blog, sory...blame UTP tenet(LAN) and my comp(WIFI) for the missing me). HEHEHE.... so, 1st post mesti lh cite pasal azam kn. Actually, my azam is sooo cliche. i want to be better person than last year. Cm x de wawasan plak, huh! 3rd year, triple hard. soo sbb tue kne jadi lebey bagos dari 2nd year. right3? Sbenanye, kite x perlu kn new yer untuk wat azam. Every day pon kite kne berazam. Azam tue penting. It is like a reason for us to live. Kalo kite x de reason, mane leh kn... Nnt x pasal2 peningkatan kes suicide kt m'sia plak. Waaa...da mcm motivator plak, kn3??? You no sumtim, sejak jadi 3 rd student, terase sgt tue kt UTP.... bile tgk bdk2 foundation, jeles plak. cepat giler mase berlalu. N then, everytyme i woke up, i feel takot. Takot nk hadapi mase. Even kls ckit pon rse cm x de mase. SO MUCH THINGS TO DO, SOOO LITTLE TYME LEFT. Sebuk ngan ETP lh, Sebuk nk cari company untuk intern lh. sebuk nk blaja lh... Naseb baek x sebuk bercinta. hahahha.....klu x...hurmmm.... ntah ah. hehhe.... balek umah pon x de mase. kesian my mum kt umah sorang2 wif my dad. Naseb lh my dad da 2ka keje. Balek awal ckit lh dlm kol 5.oo ptg. Klau tak b4 nie, pegi kol 6.30 pgi, blek kol 8.00 mlm. My mum cakap klu de baby ah, konpem x kenal ayah sendiri. Plus naseb baek mama jadi baby sitter... de ah kawan, Fawwaz, auni... I also merase de adek. best rupenye de adek.. Dulu igt lagi, tyme kecik2...bile org tnye nk adek ke tak, x smpi satu saat da jawap, "TAK NK!"... skarang nie x mrase dah... Mama n ayah sesuai tunggu cucu jer. Tapi menantu pon xde. Bile lh my abang nk kawen...? de calon tak? Die not bad... umur die da 30 dis year. hurmmmm..... Nak tunggu my kakak... 4 thn lagi bru abes blaja... nk tunggu me? ermmm lambt lagi kot.. calon pon xde.. ishk2... soo, smpi d cnie saje ah... Doa2kn tenet owkey... leh update slalu. byk bende nk story. owkeyyyyy, daaaa~~~~~

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